Yeah! May seemed unbelievable at times… but believe me… this things exists and I finally am getting to know what it is all about… Failing which I do not, I might not even recover from knowing the truth about myself someday…

In each and everyone’s family roots, there’s bound to be the ‘Follower’ or easier to understand if I say it this way…

Our descendants who has some sort of a… "Devil’s Advocator"…?

No! It’s not impossible and I do believe that each and everyone of us has this inclination towards either ‘EVIL’ or ‘GOOD’ spirits. But the least that anyone can do is, to understand what IT IS and what IT does to ONE’s life.

From my observation and readings… our descendants or generations or even family roots if you’d like, will definitely have many histories which could be dark and devious…

E.G.:

If one descendant were to actually came from a ‘Royal’ blood… and has been cut-off in midway because of marrying the regulars etc. maybe that the their roots and ancestors would be thrown into a world of ‘devastations’ where ‘destroying’ your life is just a mere word rather then the physical catastrophe itself. Imagine when you put in a Lorry’s engine of a V12 with 1 5 or 6 litre capacity into a midget car… what would happen? Yup! Guess is right! You’ll blow the car frame into pieces, that’s why the manufacturer conforms the the car to an engine exactly to it’s size and no more.

It’s the same as LIFE, MARRIAGE… etc…

One has to really look into the roots and descendants to really find out the compatibility of the MALE and FEMALE species… rather then jumping into the bandwagon of being married for the sake of getting married. The malays would call it as ‘SAKA’ but I’d call it "The Descendant’s Prodigy". WHY? I don’t know… just felt like giving it a name in that sense.

Life isn’t about being right all the time and isn’t about living right the 1st time… sometimes, it takes a tough hard lessons in life to finally quipped us with a strong phenomenon that’ll wake us up either from a beautiful dream or perhaps a fearful nightmare.

I am going through it as I write and it makes me wonder of what other else things that may come after this…

I’ve seen many things that has almost come to an end… being honest, being truthful and not telling lies for instance. I never knew that a part of me inside actually wants to be frank and truthful… but there’s another side of me who would just shy away from the world… but that also would be the cause of a 3rd party.

Yeah! I’ve finally learnt my lessons in life. The hard way. But, it’ll not stop me from being a better person the next day or the next minute. LIFE is a learning process and every has every rights to learn the way that they feel they should, even if it’s a slow learning process. I believe that one day, things will just fall into place that we will definitely see the truth beyond doubts and the whole straight scenarios beyond anything else that matters.

And so, tomorrow will be another day that I will learn, and as of today, LIFE has just begun to another chapter. I will make the best of what should be done to better my own life someday…