Hemm… seeking truth is sometimes worth every pain when we go through it cos’ we would always try to imagine what’s the worst thing that could happen once we set our mind and goals. Once when we have come to a regular solution that ‘LIFE’ is inevitably ‘DELICATE’ and ‘FEELINGS’ are intolerably ‘SENSITIVE’ but to make out the common reasons of being incandecently troubled most of the time, that’s what makes things even worst then ever…

In my daily days that I seek about myself from Him, ‘The Divine’, and from Him, ‘The Absolute’, I often got myself into a dark corner and when that does happen, it makes me think aloud, how does the ‘Human Mind’ makes out or conform to adapt or rather conform to the nature’s balancing act.

I breath, I watch, I smell, I touch, I feel… and yet, it doesn’t make sense at times… or perhaps I am just not truly in touch with my ‘most inner self and feelings’ as of yet… still…

Coming to that. I reached but again, to that point… to that junction when thoughts collide into a self-portrayal of macabre…

TRUST NO ONE… not even your own instincts… The Destroyer of ALL Destroyer are those who are close to you at heart. And whether we like it or not, WE are OUR WORST enemy… and likewise, the animosity that we bring in throughout our daily ‘chores’ and our everyday ‘living life with the society’ will be our own natural killer.

SILENCE is The BEST POLICY, so as they would always say… but is silent the reason WHY we work… the reason WHY we EARN a living… The reason why probably, we need to be with ourselves  more then we need to be with anyone else…

When the disaster arrives, then everyone will see… but how they see it, is a different story altogether…

1) How did the disaster happened?

2) What was the cause?

3) When did it show itself to happen?

4) Who are responsible for the mishaps?

Too many questions asked, too many questions left unanswered…

So, here I am…

Being who we are is, I supposed, WRONG to being the ONE to please everyone else… Those are the basic rules, I guess…

‘SILENCE of THE LAMBS’…

Slaughter me, skin me, cut me, chop me… I’ll be back in ONE piece again… cause that’s just how it is…